× Depression ×

Title : Depress

Why i use this as my title today ?
I just get back my 1st semester result around 10 days ago.
Once i get the result , i am so depress and upset .
My friends all was shock-ed when they saw my result ..
I get B's , C's suddenly 1 Failed !
And the worst is .. I FAILED MY LCS..
Means Language Communication Skill = LCS .
Understand ? Sigh !
I have been crying this few days and upset .
But i keep on hiding myself and never show out my expression.
I really want to thanks to my friends .
Especially to my college mates ..
Like Emo , Grace , Kelly , My " Daughter " , " Son " , Sayaka and Jessie
and so on !
They've been support me this few days and some even weeks !
They keep cheer me up .. and support me..
I really appreciate you all alot ! Love you guys and girls alot !
Although i have to separate with you start from this semester,
I'm so sorry that i disappoint you all that i failed my LCS.
I cried every night inside my room and asked myself.
Why am i always the unlucky one or the worst one !?
Why must choose me ?!
Am i deserve it to fail ?!
No matter how, is it worth it ?
Sigh ! Don't ever judge me by looking my appearance or attitude..
Alright ? I am just a normal independent boy.
Nothing else special about me, although my attitude sometimes is quite sucks,
But doesn't mean that i never concentrate in my studies..
I already tried my best on it, what else can i do ?
Just leave it once i get the examination paper ? Is that what i should do ?
Alright.. But it's okay, i accept the reason that " YOU " gave me.
I will do my best on my upcoming new term !
I will show you that i'm not a weak student !