× Sad Month ×

× Title : Upset & Alone ! ×

Once awhile, i didn't realize why my heart keep on going fast.
Is it because of " YOU " that made my heart moving fast ?
But i'm upset about other stuff not about " YOU " at all..
Alright ?
I disappointed my dad again..
Each time when i find him to chat, it must be not a good things to talk about.
I'm so sorry Daddy.. I know i have been hurting you for this few years
about my results + attitude.
I know that is difficult to accept it for you .
But i believe * One Day * i will prove to you that i can do it.
I take this course is because that in the future i can help you in your company.
Not because of other stuff.
I don't mind about salary, future, or whatever stuff.
As long i put my heart on you that's all.
I never plan to do other stuff.
My target is just very low. As long i'm able to help you, I'm happy enough.
But my course, in the future i might be able to have type of jobs.
So, depends on it okay ? I always love you Dad.
I don't wanna see you depress anymore..
I am so sorry about my this 1st Sem made you so upset about it.
Each time you advice me, i always keep all your words in my heart.
Is just that i never show out or prove out yet.
Or maybe not the time yet.
You have spent alot of money on paying college fee's for me, bro and sis.
I know that. But one day, we will prove to you that we able to handle it !
Love you Dad and Mum !